Second semester reports

OMG. I am seriously failing life. Like my report this year has been so bad! I hate the fact of getting ranked!.
The only thing that improved in this semester's report was mathematics. I went up by 4 spots and I'm happy with that.
The thing that is concerning me the most is physics. Like I am doing so bad... omfg. AND english as well! I did better than my friend in assessments but I'm somehow lower in rank than her... THAT IS COMPLETE BULLSHIT!
fuck.

I haven't showed my mother - not planning to. omfg. She would literally shoot my alive...

I seriously don't know what I am doing. SO MANY PEOPLE have HIGH expectations. My ATAR really needs to be good otherwise everyone is going to laugh at me. Getting in the 90s is really slim and I don't think it's happening. I will actually be happy with the 80s.

I'm seriously going to start crying.

What am I doing?

Yesterday I started a new tumblr - it's like a sub blog. It's a B1A4 OTP one :3
I'm starting to like B1A4 a lot more! Maybe because of this blog, I'm learning more about these boys! They are so hard working and are wonderful performers on stage.
I know, I know. It's weird for me to like cute boy groups. It's such a start feeling. I think normal ageyo is cute but these boys are like WOAH! too much ageyo for much but I can still love them.
Now, don't get me wrong - Big Bang will forever be my number 1! These boys are still right behind them.
So sadly, I only have 3 followers! :'( But that doesn't matter... this sub-tumblr will make me [like I said before] love them a lot then I already do. :)

I don't know if doing this sub-tumblr will affect my HSC :$
We'll see about that...

#bb5forlife

TODAY IS A VERY SPECIAL DAY!

Daesung and Jiyong are back on stage with Big Bang. They are back as five! dgnlsnglknlsng
This day is so special to me!
There are so many tweets are Daesung being very energetic on stage and the YG fans are screaming really loud when he is performing so that puts a smile on face! :D


Top said: "Thank you for protecting us despite what happened previously"


OMG. I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRYING! I just want to openly sob in my room!

Jiyong back on stage!
Our beautiful leader!

Daesung back on stage.
He is so beautiful! 

Belonging

English was my second HSC assessment task. I don't know how I went to be honest. I think I did well. I wrote what I needed to write. Let's just hope my teacher likes it.

Anyways, finally this week is over and I can slowly relax. However, I have my SORI exam and it's like 30% or something, so I need to study, study, study.

This coming monday, I'm going to Jamberoo with the fambam because my cousin gets tickets every year for $5!! HOW CHEAP. I'm going to miss another day of school.... -_____- Oh well. I finish school in 5 days! :D 

Until next time, BYE ! <3

Stress

Today in physics, there was this one girl who was really stressed. In the time that I have known her, she generally stresses a lot. She was going on and on about how stress she was and how sick she felt and I didn't know if she was exaggerating it or she was ACTUALLY stressed. I don't know if she was trying to gain attention or get sympathy but it's so annoying. The big commotion she is creating in class is slowly making me stress.

I don't think I stress, I just get really worried and my heat beats fast but do I tell the whole world? No, of course not.

Anyways, it's always english that makes everyone go crazy. -______-

Can't wait until friday is over :D

2011 MAMA awards in Singapore.

Song of the Year: I am the Best - 2NE1
Album of the Year: Mr Simple - Super Junior
Artist of the Year: SNSD

I was so happy! EVERYONE WON AN AWARD! :) It was SM Town's first time to the MAMA awards after a few years because their company had bad terms with Mnet. Anyway, I'm YG biased so obviously i follow YG blogs on tumblr and OMFG. There were butthurt fans going on and on about how stupid it was for SNSD to win Artist of the Year? How is it stupid? I don't understand.

SNSD was happy for 2NE1 when they won their awards
2NE1 was happy for SNSD when they won their awards.

Why can’t the fans be the same?

Butthurt Blackjacks; just need to keep their comments to themselves. You guys are creating fan wars, and don’t be like “This is my blog, I get to say whatever I want. Blah Blah Blah.” Whatever. Your making people like me, who is happy about the outcome - embarrassed. This is what makes a fandom embarrassing - saying SNSD didn’t deserve the award. They did. They worked very hard during those 6 weeks - promoting everywhere, going around the whole world.

I wished B1A4 won Best New Male Artist - but they didn't attend so they couldn't win :( How disappointing! 

On a positive note - BIG BANG WON BEST MUSIC VIDEO FOR LOVE SONG! <3 omg i was so suprised because MAMA's rule is like 'no attendance, no award'. Big Bang obviously didn't attend but they won - maybe because Brown Eyed Girls didn't attend as well and they were a big competition. I wouldn't have mind if BEG won that award. Their mv was good as well! :)

I'VE ALWAYS LOVED MAMA PERFORMANCES. They seriously are the best. I like die watching it. 2NE1 WAS EPIC. CL WITH BLACK EYED PEAS SINGING WHERE IS THE LOVE. OMFG. MISS A IS BRILLANT. SUJU'S INTRO WAS OMFG. YESUNG DURING THE PERFORMANCE *o*. SNSD'S ONE WAS SO FRICKEN FAST BUT STILL GOOD! MINZY DANCING DURING SNOOP DOG'S PERFORMANCE WAS TOO CUTE.  

everyone who received their award was so hyper!

OMFG. HOW COULD I FORGET ABOUT THE KISS BETWEEN HYUNA AND HYUNSEUNG. FUCK MY LIFEEEEEE. MY EYEBALLS NEARLY FELL OUT. i died multiple times. dlskngklnsdlkgnskl I SHIP THESE TWO TOGETHER! 

#spazzingover

Until Whenever

Some articles came out today on the internet and it was a report of Jiyong (G-Dragon/GD) smoking marijuana. click here. I wan't surprised at all at first! I was on the train home from strathfield and I was like to myself "oh what a badass, smoking weed". However, when I got home, this issue was bigger than I expected. A lot of people were blowing this issue of of proportion! As it was stated in the article, he was given a warning. People need to chill!

Also, some VIPs are plain stupid, like seriously? "MY OPPA IS INNOCENT! HE WOULD NEVER SMOKE!" Stop being so delusional for fuck sake. We've all known from the beginning that GD&TOP smokes! VIPs are being plain stupid. STFU.

http://bigbangcouples.tumblr.com/post/11058142858/this-is-why-allkpop-always-messed-up-with-vips
http://www.allkpop.com/2011/10/did-taeyang-know-about-g-dragons-marijuana-scandal-before-it-blew-up
http://www.allkpop.com/2011/10/is-big-bang-on-the-verge-of-collapse

links above are allkpop being a bitch. OMFG.

*i've written this like 10000 years ago. still hasnt published it. ill do it now.

My Life is a Fail?

Yesterday I had my HSC assessment task - physics.
omfg. What a fricken fail. lkdanlknlf. I don't even know anymore.

Currently, I'm doing english which is on Friday and I'm sick... :(((( My throat hurts so much and I can't breathe through my nose. I really hope I get better!

Wish me luck <3

#sadlyf
#depressed

Labour Day - 031011

Monday was labour day and my mother didn't go to work... suprisingly [she normally does], so she decided to go to the city! I was pretty excited. It was some time for some mother and daughter bonding! AHHA.

We were planning to go to Din Tai Fung [I didn't know the name at the time, my mother forgot -___-] but as usual my mother couldn't find it. We walked literally everywhere! From Town Hall station to St James Station and everything in between. I was so annoyed. My feet was in pain and I WAS HUNGRY! so in the end we went to Chinatown [we walked the long way] to eat some asian food! I had Wonton Noodle Soup and my mother had dumplings, pig's ear, seaweed and a pork bun! It was so good! hmmm.... 

As we were walking back to Westfields and Pitt St Mall, we went into World Square and we found that fricken restaurant! OMG I WAS GOING TO CRY! I wanted to eat fresh dim sims! :'(

We then into Myer in Westfields and went shopping! Almost everything was on sale! I was in heaven. My mother brought a bag and wallet and I brought a bag!

IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL! A Charlie Brown one tooooo! [post a picture later... when I am bothered]

- this has been in my drafts since 5th October! HAHAHAH
/fail whale

Steering away from the rest of the world

I don't know what I am thinking in getting blogger, but I need to steer away from tumblr, facebook and twitter. I don't feel like I am being myself.
This will be a blog where I can look back when I'm 30 and reminisce about what I had to go through now.
This will be a new start. A new me, a new Jennifer.