Second semester reports

OMG. I am seriously failing life. Like my report this year has been so bad! I hate the fact of getting ranked!.
The only thing that improved in this semester's report was mathematics. I went up by 4 spots and I'm happy with that.
The thing that is concerning me the most is physics. Like I am doing so bad... omfg. AND english as well! I did better than my friend in assessments but I'm somehow lower in rank than her... THAT IS COMPLETE BULLSHIT!
fuck.

I haven't showed my mother - not planning to. omfg. She would literally shoot my alive...

I seriously don't know what I am doing. SO MANY PEOPLE have HIGH expectations. My ATAR really needs to be good otherwise everyone is going to laugh at me. Getting in the 90s is really slim and I don't think it's happening. I will actually be happy with the 80s.

I'm seriously going to start crying.

What am I doing?

Yesterday I started a new tumblr - it's like a sub blog. It's a B1A4 OTP one :3
I'm starting to like B1A4 a lot more! Maybe because of this blog, I'm learning more about these boys! They are so hard working and are wonderful performers on stage.
I know, I know. It's weird for me to like cute boy groups. It's such a start feeling. I think normal ageyo is cute but these boys are like WOAH! too much ageyo for much but I can still love them.
Now, don't get me wrong - Big Bang will forever be my number 1! These boys are still right behind them.
So sadly, I only have 3 followers! :'( But that doesn't matter... this sub-tumblr will make me [like I said before] love them a lot then I already do. :)

I don't know if doing this sub-tumblr will affect my HSC :$
We'll see about that...

#bb5forlife

TODAY IS A VERY SPECIAL DAY!

Daesung and Jiyong are back on stage with Big Bang. They are back as five! dgnlsnglknlsng
This day is so special to me!
There are so many tweets are Daesung being very energetic on stage and the YG fans are screaming really loud when he is performing so that puts a smile on face! :D


Top said: "Thank you for protecting us despite what happened previously"


OMG. I REALLY FEEL LIKE CRYING! I just want to openly sob in my room!

Jiyong back on stage!
Our beautiful leader!

Daesung back on stage.
He is so beautiful! 

Belonging

English was my second HSC assessment task. I don't know how I went to be honest. I think I did well. I wrote what I needed to write. Let's just hope my teacher likes it.

Anyways, finally this week is over and I can slowly relax. However, I have my SORI exam and it's like 30% or something, so I need to study, study, study.

This coming monday, I'm going to Jamberoo with the fambam because my cousin gets tickets every year for $5!! HOW CHEAP. I'm going to miss another day of school.... -_____- Oh well. I finish school in 5 days! :D 

Until next time, BYE ! <3